We had our 37 week appointment yesterday. This was the first time Doc checked my cervix. The report: 1 cm dilated, 50% effaced. I wasn't expecting to hear that I started dilating, but I wasn't very alarmed by this either. I've heard that a woman can be at 1 or 2 cm for a week or two. The shock came when I asked, "When do you think I might deliver." The doctor confidently said, "I'm thinking maybe next week." My jaw dropped. That would be 2 weeks early! I still have to keep in mind that everyone's different, and Karis could come in one week or four weeks. Who knows? However, this was my to-do list.
The exam itself caused a lot of very uncomfortable pressure. I don't look forward to doing this every week. (I'm sure the discomfort of the exam is nothing compared to labor and delivery.) I continued to feel a little pressure for about 24 hours. The doctor did not warn me that I'd experience this, so I'm guessing it's an IC related thing. Plus, the baby's head has moved down a little, causing additional pressure.
The thought that I could go into labor next week really freaks me out. We have been well trained and educated on the whole process, but... still freaked out. My thoughts change from, "I need more time, maybe I'll feel ready in a month." to "I just want it to be over with." to "I don't want to deliver! Can't the doctor just put me to sleep, and when I wake up Karis will be there?"
Every mama goes through those back and forths, it's all a part of the process. But you're going to do great. And MOST importantly, you're going to be an incredible mama to Karis. Don't fear, enjoy this time, it will be one of the most challenging and rewarding times of your life!
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